shirlyn’s “WoNDeR” land~~~

bout 1 month i suffer a really terrrrrrrrrrrrible toothache~~~ all this few days, i just having milo with bread. because my teeth cannot chew those food properly. really a cruel punishment to a person like me whose favourite is like to eat!!!! hmmm… :"(

just few days before, i went to visit a dentist at seremban.

hmmm…

that dentist told me, he will do an operation to fix my teeth… hmmm…

now, i do really worry…

since small, i really scare to face with face with dentist… so i will try all my best to take care of my teeth nicely. but then, now…

hope nothing will happen with me…

actually it’s a bit risky for me to do this operation…

god bless me…

hope after this operation, there are no side effects occur on me…

friend,
when i wanna talk with you but then you chase me away, so i just tell u what i wanna tell u here, hope u can read it…
i understand that recently u facing a lot of problems until u felt helpless and stressful…
please, i beg u, please share those problems that you’re facing recently with us which u call us as friend also…
sit aside, thinking nonsense and don’t wanna sleep are not the right choice to solve those problems that you’re facing now…
problems still exist and haven’t been solve, and these problems may be will become worst than before…
don’t blame yourself when something occurred…
everyone made things worst before, not only you, my dear friend…
if u did something wrong, must tell us, so all of us will guide u from making something wrong again…
friend,
all of us really worry bout u,u know why?
because we care bout u, we love u, we don’t wanna lose u and the most important reason, we are a family…
if u got any problems or difficulties, u can find us. may be we cannot help u to solve those problems u are facing now, but then we are good listeners…
just express all your feelings, don’t keep it, k?
my heart really hurt when i saw u in this kind of condition, i really wanna hug u and cry together, but then i didn’t.
because i know if i cry, you’ll felt guilty some more and made your condition more worst…
i can do nothing but i just can chant "amituofo" everyday, silently…
hope god will give power to you to calm down and can see things more clearer than ever and no more nonsense…
friend,
don’t make us worry anymore…
what’s friend for?
come,
give a foot step out from that weird behavior…
that’s not the "you" that we know for a long period, be the one, who you are usually…
we are waiting you to come back to us…

recently, felt stressful with final test until headache and wanna vomit…
i also saw my friends cried because of the tension given by this devil— final test~~
subjects taken had been going more tougher than before~~~
taking education courses had made me got no more space to breath anymore~~~
now i started to regret to take education course already…
can somebody eliminate final test?
teacher…
is this career create for angel or devil?
can somebody tell me?

he he…

yesterday went to city park at seremban….

wow~~~

it’s a nice place indeed…

at city park, got many kind of species fishy here~~~

oh my god, i like them so much!!!!

"they" (i mean those fishy) are so amazing!!!! almost all of these fishy are in giant size~~~

believe it or not….

because my boy friend and i pity with those tortoises inside this pond got nothing to eat (u know, tortoise cannot swim so fast and not as active as fishy in the pond, when food was feed, all those fishy will fight for food… so, these tortoises will just swim far away from those group of fishy to avoid being attack by those fishy…. ha ha ha~~~ bad fishy… all of this fishy eat till their stomuch looks so full already but still wanna fight with other for food…)…

my boy friend and i had spend bout 1 hour here to try to feed those tortoises and those fishy (seems stupid and funny but really excited)… yup, we did succeed, although most of the bread we bought to feed those tortoise had been attack eat up by a group of greedy fishy but then we still manage to feed those tortoise…

ha ha~~~

a nice day for me, relax and in this environment make my heart calm and no more nervous with the coming final paper…

wanna thanks to my boy friend, yaw voon coz…

actually that day, he was tired already with the children buddist camp stuff, but he still wanna bring me to city park to fulfil my wish to have a overview with this place then send me home~~

lao gong~~~

thanks you, i will remember this sweet day…

:* muach~~~

(also your crazy face and crazy shout when those tortoise got the bread that u feed, and don’t use those bread and hit those tortoise’s head again, that’s hurt~~~)

if got time, come to city park and have a walk, it’s a nice place to relax when tired…

got a lot people asking me bout him, my first love…
hm…
thanks to all of you that concern with this…this…relationship.
ya, he is a nice guy, tall, sporty, also a best student during schooling days…
miss him~~
everyday chatting with him online, he is my best friend now.
he always will be there when i’m facing with problems. he will lend me his "eyes" to "read" my feelings…
we know each other since in primary school…
but then that time (primary school), i just know his name " XXX" then nothing i know bout him…
till secondary school…

we know each other more better than before…
and puppy love began…
really lovely…
sometimes i will miss those moments…
mean nothing, just simply miss only…
now…
still  best friend, and in the future, still best friend
hope he is happy and can get a new, pretty girl after all…
god bless him.

still got 1 more day, then no more playing, crazy around just like usually i did…
first subject falls on 5th November and the last paper falls on 22 November…
oh god~~~
let me hug YOUR mighty leg, and i pay my respect to YOU, and bless YOUR "slave" to pass all subjects with excellent scores…

hehe~~~
have to study now, before everything became late…
then regret and crying like a baby under the blanket again…
all my friends~~~~
gambateh~~~
all the best to ur final exam~~~